lovess

sat night TERRIBLE THING happen ,

long story ,

end up my family is a mess ,

my father finally told me y he gt seperated w my mummy .

is sad norh ,

n i quarrel n noe hw my brother is tinking .

n i have draw a line in btw us .

sister ? nw den i noe ,

wad is a truely sister is ba ?

i dun wish to talk abt tis matter anymre ,

i keep dun wana broad over it again ,

bt hard xD those thing u have said really hurt me damn loads .

nw both my hands are swollen ,

gt 1 swollen place is th place whr few mths ago my hand bone were crack ,

i wander izzit crack again ?

ytd went out w bf i really couldnt really smile happily ,

i even dun feel like eating ..

bt wad i can say is , wenever i w him ..

i auto will nt tink of anything ,

my brain will went blank .

feelings is getting stronger in everything .

i hate those things dat have happen ,

seriously is a BIG impact on me .