lovess

i really duno wad ive been tinking lately ..

can say is finding out answer ?

trying to c thru things ?

my mind is all in blank ,

hw i wish i can die wen im slping .

tis is wad i call peaceful xD

LAUGHS*

everything went so wrong ,

so sibeh knn de wrong =X

i really lost interest in everything ,

i dun wish to tink all tis anymre ,

i wana concentrate on dat fucking course ,

to get dat fucking CERT.

everyday tuesday to thrusday i was FARKING SHAG ,

tinking of gg to the FARKING academy ,

seeing those FARKING ppl ,

i jiu sianz diao .

i still need to tolerate 4-6 mre mths .

nabei ~ stupid course lai de ,

i was so nt prepared in everything .

everything BOOM so suddenly ,

i human lai de u noe is hard to take in things which is so suddenly ?

i jus need TIME TIME TIME ..

zhou ren hen nan uh ~

birthday is on tis month ,

i will make 1 v stupid wish ..

guess wad ?

every year i wish the same ,

tis yr i wana wish something dat i wanted .

every year wad i wish for nva come true b4 ,

i HOPE n WISH tis years wish will come true ..

try n guess wad i wish for ?

hint : nobody can give me , only GOD =)

i owaes force myself to tis n dat ,

seriously nth dat i do is i really like or interested .

if wana give me birthday present give me MARTEL or any alcohol drinks .

arbo i rather u dun give me present .

laughs*