lovess

the pain gets worse everytime when i see your face ,
bt i always pretended nth happen , but struggling inside my heart .
but his eyes tells me that it will be ok .
another day , tears falling down again ,
feelings like my heart has shattered into pieces ,
i wish i could get past this feeling .
days passby and now my emotions are going to drive me crazy .
and im always trying to stop my tears from falling .
" my sadness builds up like the mountains in the sky ,
and let the clouds be my eyes ,

and when it thunders i would cry
and my tears would fall down from heaven so u will know n feel ,
how it feels to be stuck in the rain ,
sleepless nights under the moonlit sky
in a million words , you couldnt find any explanation ,
how you got lost in this sudden rain .
waiting for that love to be sincere .
and when your vision is blurry and your mind create clouds ,
the thoughts that were unspoken was never meant to be expressed out loud . "
i told you i love you , and it's certainly true .
but is it wrong not to see our future in your eyes ?
i am falling for you , for this i am sure ,
but is it bad that , i can't feel any secure without you by my side ?
sometimes my loneliness is driving me insane
so is my lonely heart the one to blame or my brain ?
just by seeing you , would simply brighten up my day .
now it seems as if that has all changed .
i wish i had known who you really were what you really think
and how you feel abt me.
isnt it so hard ?
you said before that you loved me ,
you said you cared ,
but when i turn around you were not there .
i've been waiting for you to prove it to me , do u know that ?
my confidence is feeling so insecure .
that three words that i long to know is it true ?
the answer determines if i stay or if i go .
don't want to rush things either .
my heart beats whenever i hear your voice .
my love's one .
i want you to be part of my life .
i can only hope that one day , you'll feel the same feeling that im feeling now .
your feelings are always silenced .
and i'm going insane .

you're like a mystery ,
a mystery which i wanted to know the answer .
you said you wanted to spend your lifetime with me .
so what's missing ?
you're all that i speak of everytime .
you're the man that i'll wanted to love n to be loved by .
i'll just wait for the time to give me the answer that i wanted .
i'll not push anymore .
my love for you is known .
my hearts awfully restless .
my soul is so alone .
remember the answer determines if i stay or if i go .

i'll be waiting for that day that you will prove it to me ,

that your love for me is true .

and you want to be a part of my life .