went out ytd went duno whr kbox ,
after dat went v2 drink ,
after dat wen gg , met car accident .
car back tio bang ,
n i n xiao ben sit behind .
i hurt my head n my my hand swollem my above stomach get hurt
xiao ben eyes bleed n lips dere .
n i keep faint .
after dat went hospital ,
doctor ask me stay inside hospital
say high posible will have niao zhen dang .
bt some reason nva stay in
i felt so terrible ,
I CANT FIND ANYONE TO TALK TO ,
i felt so lonely .
tis few days happen a lotof things ,
I GG CRAZY NW .
everybody blame me scold .
my father scold me ask me get out of tis hse tmr .
nearly BEAT me .
i really felt so lost ,
bf at 1st dun wan listen or reply my msg ,
xiao ben msn say his disappointed with a person ,
i guess is me .
wad i do ??
i felt so lost , so terrible . everyone blame me .
idk wad i do .
i keep staring at th air ,
idk wad to do who to find ,
i feel like huging someone ,
i blame myself for everything .
i hate myself damn lot ,
GOD PLS TAKE MY LIFE AWAY NOW !!
I FELT SO TERRIBLE .
T.T
