November 16, 2008


woke up at 6pm plus ytd ,
den bath prepare went punggol park dere find jovel n another guy .
sit dere eat slack ,
afterwards jovel's sister n her bf came .
sit dere chit chat , all laugh like mad .
den ppl keep look ..
laughs*
after dat 1plus gg 2 went 401 dere take money ,
den i take cab go ah beng hse jovel they all went back dere .
went ah beng hse slack till abt 5 plus jiu go point eat mac .
till 6 plus gg 7am went take 112 back home =))
i found out dat i started to love him mre n mre ,
idk , bt i jus love him mre n mre .
my brain keep tinking a lot of rubbish .. ZZzzzs ~
feeling started ,
getting stronger ..
scared of quarrel n arguement w him ,
i jus wana be w him happyily .
i will love him mre n mre ,
i hope he will too =))
feeling is a v weird thing ,
say come jiu come say go jiu go ..
being love is easy ,
bt loving someone is hard .
u noe his bad or good thing ,
if his bad thing mre den good thing u oso mus accept it .
u cnt force anyone to change becoz of u ,
even u force dat person oso wun completely change for u .
TOLERATE is the main point .
u mus tolerate everything if u can ..
im trying to be a good gf ,
bt being a good gf or wife is hard .
it seems to be easy bt is quite hard to be one .
if one day i died i wander will anyone still rmb me ??
BOY ~ im sry if i did anything wrong or say anything wrong ,
we tried to be tgt as long as we could ,
cus nth last forever ,
so if one day we're nt tgt as one ,
i hope n wish we can still be fren ,
n i wish n hope u will be happier w/o me ,
i wish n hope u can find ur own happiness ..
our fate started , so we r tgt .
bt ones our fate has ended ,
i will still rmb the times we had .
as a memory of ours .
jus like ur ex n u have ure memories n i had mine too .
i hope our memory will be a happy one .
i will nt do anything duibuqi u ,
n i hope u wun too .
if u will , i guess is hard for me to take it ?
hopefully tis is th last one ,
hopefully is th peaceful n happy one ,
hopefully is th longest one too ..
i love you n i hope our feeling stays or get stronger n nt fade =))
i noe u nt gonna read my blog so i post it here =X
cus u dun even noe my blog link , hiakhiak*
if give u read i bu shi paiseh dao ~ o.0
hahas*
clever me =))
now my closest one is only u n jovel n some .
others ? okok or in btw okok n close ,
ones hurt is hard to heal it back ..
it takes time to prove everything ,
n takes it time to heal it back .