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22nd n 23th go serangoon garden drink till drunk ,

23th ive done sth dat made barry angry ,

n i v regret .

i said i wun wad again bt i did it .

n he found out , he super angry .

24th mrn went his hse , he told me a lot of things ,

n i felt even mre guilty T.T

after dat straight go back home .

duno wads gg on , duno wad im tinking .

wtf ????

i tink i stick to him owaes is th best ,

if i go out with others , i guess i will do sth stupid again .

hw sad , y im like dat neh ?

hmmmms , luckily nw ok le .

guess his nt angry anymre ,

hw sad hw sad .

ytd whole day didnt eat till anything or wad ,

slp till half way feel so so giddy .

sibeh jialat .

my mood frm ytd mrn till nw feel so v v moody .

i guess im mad .

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duno y i keep wana be seh ka =X

hahas , since duno wen till nw .

a lot of things i wana say bt cnt say it here ,

wadever i do seems so wrong =(

kechi they all advise me nt to do it again ,

wads th hou guo ,

duno since wen ,

my brain started to control me ,

nt i control my brain .

sth went V V wrong ~

if im nt wrong is after the who i become like tis .

=) anw , i duno hw to control myself duno hw to control my brain .